04-22-2009, 03:21 AM
Monica, thank you for your answer. I can completely relate to your interpretation.
Earlier in my life I had more feelings in general, and everything was more chaotic as I experienced all the catalysts of this world. There was many feelings of sadness, yet there was also equally powerful feelings of love. A true ying/yang relation. As I have approached the middle, as you say, I feel little of any sides, and I am very comfortable with both my male and female side.
To "get out of my head" is an accurate description indeed.
To swim with 'real' dolphins sounds fantastic. The mere thought awakens me to love! The little things are what I require, I believe. More of the small things, that are so much more. That brings nothing if it's analysed, since it's only feelings.
No great concepts, no great truths and marvelous ideas. I am growing closer to knowing, not understanding, that this density is not the one of understanding.
I have come far on my spiritual path in a short time. I likely am too hard on myself.
To force the love to arise is contra-productive.
Earlier in my life I had more feelings in general, and everything was more chaotic as I experienced all the catalysts of this world. There was many feelings of sadness, yet there was also equally powerful feelings of love. A true ying/yang relation. As I have approached the middle, as you say, I feel little of any sides, and I am very comfortable with both my male and female side.
To "get out of my head" is an accurate description indeed.
To swim with 'real' dolphins sounds fantastic. The mere thought awakens me to love! The little things are what I require, I believe. More of the small things, that are so much more. That brings nothing if it's analysed, since it's only feelings.
No great concepts, no great truths and marvelous ideas. I am growing closer to knowing, not understanding, that this density is not the one of understanding.
I have come far on my spiritual path in a short time. I likely am too hard on myself.
To force the love to arise is contra-productive.