What is it with me?

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No Midheaven placement.

I haven't the energy to comment elsewhere though.  I'm pretty depressed at how things go, and my confusion in my participations here on this forum only drives that depression.

I'm tired of hearing people say they don't judge me.  Everyone judges.  I just want people to be real with me, but all I feel like I ever see are...  Things, that aren't them.

Thanks for the kind words and help though.

My friend, if you are able to find the connection betwixt your Pluto and your Venus, do you not see the beautiful hexagram that is in your design? Love and Death, these are the ones you need to reconcile together. First, you must be real with yourself, no?

I wish you well.