In regards to eating meat

[Meerie]

First came the digestive problems, secondly the understanding that it is bad.

If you have such problems with it I completely understand that you do not eat it any longer. I digest meat well and I feel well after eating it. Infact I had a problem with salads for a while, the raw stuff just was not working well with me. I stopped eating it for a while. it is okay now.

If you look up obssession, it mostly matches someone that does something compulsively, without rational thought behind it. Such as eating specifically for taste, rather than awareness.

from the online etymology dictionary "obsession":
1510s, "action of besieging," from L. obsessionem, noun of action from obsidere (see obsess). Later, "hostile action of an evil spirit" (like possession but without the spirit actually inhabiting the body). Transferred sense of "action of anything which engrosses the mind" is from 1670s. Psychological sense is from 1901.

of course you are free to interpret it any way you choose.