08-06-2017, 04:39 AM
(08-01-2017, 08:03 AM)Cainite Wrote: Your friends may think your ideas are divorced from reality because these ideas are not in tune with their own understanding of reality.
They firmly believe that illusions are real. how can we convince them otherwise?
One of my best friends called me a ''new age idiot'' a month ago. I try to not take things personally.
And you're not psychotic. maybe distressed? recent events have been strange.
I know even the knowledge of these negative entities existing can at times scare me.
During 2015 and 2016, I lived in fear and paranoia for more than a year and negative entities bombarded me constantly.
Fear was the main element of my insanity. although only very few times I wasn't conscious while i did crazy things and had strange conversations with my mom who nursed me.
Other than those times, I was always aware of what's going on.
I think you also have this awareness. which will help you a lot as long as you don't give into fear.
BTW I'm not trying to preach/teach or anything like that.. I usually just share my own experiences.
I hear you, the fear and paranoia. I didn't know what to trust. What was real, what was imagined/paranoia. Lost all trust in myself and others.
I feel the most calm that I've ever been in my life lately, and it keeps .. getting better in that way, like, more and more comfortable for some reason and every week I'm like, wow, "I feel the most calm I've ever felt" .. (like compared to the previous week and the previous week before that, etc). When I think I can't get even more calm and comfortable .. life is giving me an extra-layer of it to experience. No idea what it means, if anything, but maybe I'm more and more coming to accept my part in the game.