08-06-2017, 03:59 AM
(07-30-2017, 08:36 AM)the Wrote: I never get into this 'unconditional love' state, or get green ray open. But sometimes I have same confusion as you. e.g. sometimes I feel I was detached from the world, no love, no hate, no fear etc. but I don't think this is a bad thing, especially after I found a few more people in my meditation group have similar feeling.I don't know if I'll ever get to that state again, I can't even truly imagine it anymore (like, it feels insane to think about now because of 'wrongness' of me for being so ... high in the sky and loving, when ... noone else is like that... ) hehe.. but I guess I'm also surrounded by.. non-like-minds, so who knows what may unfold in the future. I did have to accept "wherever I'm at" to even get to this peaceful calm that I'm experiencing now. There's no "manic-ness" which is what I was experiencing and a despair when I was like.. omg.. I've lost my heart.. I've lost my soul.. I've lost everything that made me, me. I don't know who I am anymore and this world.. sucks now.. lol.. like... really heavy vibe instead of the light-ness from before. It's like I'm experiencing a completely different density. But yeah.. let's trust our soul... that we are exploring exactly what we came here to explore.. so maybe I wanted the full-spectrum experience lol
I "guess" this "emptiness" might be actually 5th density feeling/state, since 5th density is about "wisdom", it can't have too much emotional factor.
if you and other enlightened person are actually wanderers from 5th density, then their "normal" state is this quiet/wisedom state, not the unconditional love state.
On the other hand, to graduate from 5 density to 6 density, people might to need a little more "love", that's the reason they come to earth, help others, while helping themselves, or at least to experience/know what will happen if there's not enough love.
It's like I am trying to answer your questions, but in fact, trying to give myself an answer, Law of One use the term "teach/learn" .
on the other hand, based on book "alien interview", we created this world for us to play, even this "graduation" thing is part of the game rule. so nothing to be worried about, even to be cared too much ( I guess many people might hate this attitude :-) )
by the way,
Besides Law of One, I am also reading books from omnec onec (http://omnec-onec.com/). it's very similar to Law of One, but much easier for me to understand. and sometimes I might mix her terms with Law of One terms.
