If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

[Cainite]

The attacks are designed and perpetrated in ways that draw one back down into lower vibration emotions, especially fear. They target our sanity and our beliefs. They most especially target our mission. I find it telling that you refer at times to how you "thought" you were here to save the world, but how you don't think that now. They even have you thinking that you were crazy to believe that in the first place.

But what if you ARE here to save the world from them? Judging by your experiences, it seems to me that THEY believe you are.

I agree. but they can't do anything unless you let them by your own free will. that is why we have to be more and more careful as we grow.