If you activate your green-ray too early, how do you repair the damage?

[Fuse]

There's an element that I haven't found in this thread yet, but I think it should definitely be considered. Remember, always, that a human being on planet earth who touches intelligent infinity lights up spacetime in ways that draw the gaze of every dark, negatively polarized entity on and around this planet. To date this has been their world (at least for a very long time...the "official" history of earth is almost entirely service-to-self oriented), and they never let a lightworker here start issuing forth without immediately moving to quell them.

Ches, your experience sounds to me like the dark night of the soul that inevitably follows someone awakening to their Light here. It serves us as souls to submit ourselves to these things on some level, and we can definitely use the catalyst, as this thread has been exploring. But it never hurts to give credit where credit is due, and the "dark night of the soul" is, I believe, always a result of the negatively polarized control mechanisms on this planet clamping down on you to keep you from...well...waging war against them, basically. We are infiltrators after all, inserted deep behind "enemy" lines in order to sabotage the negative way of life on this world and end their reign. That sort of thing doesn't go unnoticed...or unopposed.

The attacks are designed and perpetrated in ways that draw one back down into lower vibration emotions, especially fear. They target our sanity and our beliefs. They most especially target our mission. I find it telling that you refer at times to how you "thought" you were here to save the world, but how you don't think that now. They even have you thinking that you were crazy to believe that in the first place.

But what if you ARE here to save the world from them? Judging by your experiences, it seems to me that THEY believe you are.