Earthquake...blue flash of light.

[Kaaron]

I feel things reading your response, but am unsure of how much (and how) to acknowledge 'aloud.'

I can 'smell' on you that you've been places that i haven't, and have learned things that i haven't ... but i also recognize the 'place' that many of your posts in this thread are written from as part of my own past.

I know your 'enemy,' but i don't know what i could write here that would help you.

I've settled on these:

1)  The 'enemy' you face is formless.  It has an essence, but that essence will take whatever shape your thoughts and beliefs will allow, in order to express said essence as accurately as possible within those given boundaries.  I don't think it cares how you choose to view and define it, only that you acknowledge and allow it to be part of your experiences.

2)  You are not alone.  The struggle may appear to be between forces of comparable power, and despair may often appear to be the only appropriate response, but the reality behind the reality is this:

The whole affair is slanted so far in your favor that it's beyond cosmic hilarity.

There are ... ?forces ... ?powers ... that oversee these things.  You may or may not get to meet them 'in person.'  They are ever-present, but -- at least in my version of your battle -- entirely undetectable.  They follow some code (which i could feel but could not read).  From what i could tell, they only show themselves if and when that code is being violated.

3)  If you haven't already, you should read tamaryn's post on your wanderer thread from 2/6/17 at a point in time when your thoughts are quiet.

A gift is being offered there, one which i consider 'priceless.'
Accepting it would serve you better than I dare to.

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You remind me very much of someone i've loved.

When your struggle is over, i hope i am allowed to know which ending you found.

(i intended the post to end there, but 'the voices' are responding to that last sentence:
"when forced into a choice between only two paths ... look for the third option being hidden from view.")

be well.

Literally only just saw this now randomly looking for an old thread.
This is exactly what I needed to hear, thank you.
I get a definite feeling of being on the same page as you too.
It's like having someone explain my realizations to me in a new way.
I've found that if I ask my higher self to bathe me in white light and for angels to accompany the energy to the light to be transfigured into love/light, I get an instant feeling of relief from the despair. I'm asking for courage to look at all of my hidden darkness so that I can heal myself and love myself. Then I know I'll be able to love others properly.
I've been too much in my head but it's changing at an accelerating pace.
Meditation and remembering love in every moment is the only thing that helps at the moment.
Thank you for your reply.