02-05-2017, 02:36 AM
I guess i understand what you mean.
I agree, seperation is an illusion, throughout all stages.
But as long as separation is the perceived reality, one-ness is only potential.
Humans so to say are only an illusion and would be the creator if there was no illusion.
But as long as we hold the illusion true, we are not the creator, at least we dont experience this as true.
Only an illusory difference, but it would be like, lets say someone is starving because he has no money and no food, he will most likely die physically, although in the deepest sense he is all things and everything would actually be inside of him.
I'm not sure if there is no self awareness in 2d. My current understanding is, there is self awareness in the lets call itgroup-mind or group-soul, meaning, there is one self aware entity incarnting in multiple forms simultaneously.
There is just no self-awareness in each individual form, in my understanding.
Thats what the shamanistic "power animal" approach is based on.
The service provided is very natural, since life is supportive in its essence. I think the choice to not be of service starts in 3d separation. I wouldnt say service is a sign of individual self awareness, onthe level of an individual form being supportive.
I had an inner experience once (it was on weed i ate potato chips, which i greatly love), then all of a sudden i felt comnected to the spirit or soul which manifests in all potatos. There was an incredible willingness to provide itself as food for all beings, an amazing joy in being so and a love "behind" itthat was so overwhelming that i had to cut myself off of it aftersome minutes, because i just couldnt stand it any longer.
They way i experienced this, it felt like the "spirit" of the potato, not the single potato from in front of me.
I dont think you are "too open", not at all!
It sounds like you are deeply connecting with, in this case, trees and you can feel the magnificence of those entitity orentities as well as the state of connectedness in which they exist.
It is just hard put this into human words, since we lack the experience, the imagination and the vocabulary to "understand" this state of being.
I agree, seperation is an illusion, throughout all stages.
But as long as separation is the perceived reality, one-ness is only potential.
Humans so to say are only an illusion and would be the creator if there was no illusion.
But as long as we hold the illusion true, we are not the creator, at least we dont experience this as true.
Only an illusory difference, but it would be like, lets say someone is starving because he has no money and no food, he will most likely die physically, although in the deepest sense he is all things and everything would actually be inside of him.
I'm not sure if there is no self awareness in 2d. My current understanding is, there is self awareness in the lets call itgroup-mind or group-soul, meaning, there is one self aware entity incarnting in multiple forms simultaneously.
There is just no self-awareness in each individual form, in my understanding.
Thats what the shamanistic "power animal" approach is based on.
The service provided is very natural, since life is supportive in its essence. I think the choice to not be of service starts in 3d separation. I wouldnt say service is a sign of individual self awareness, onthe level of an individual form being supportive.
I had an inner experience once (it was on weed i ate potato chips, which i greatly love), then all of a sudden i felt comnected to the spirit or soul which manifests in all potatos. There was an incredible willingness to provide itself as food for all beings, an amazing joy in being so and a love "behind" itthat was so overwhelming that i had to cut myself off of it aftersome minutes, because i just couldnt stand it any longer.
They way i experienced this, it felt like the "spirit" of the potato, not the single potato from in front of me.
I dont think you are "too open", not at all!
It sounds like you are deeply connecting with, in this case, trees and you can feel the magnificence of those entitity orentities as well as the state of connectedness in which they exist.
It is just hard put this into human words, since we lack the experience, the imagination and the vocabulary to "understand" this state of being.