01-29-2017, 04:26 AM
You have all been so amazingly supportive and i thank you all so so much.
After making this post my heart told me I must wait. Today I felt the calling to discover again. I used the YouTube link in this feed to help me.
I want to share my discovery please.
I found that I lived in the 16th or 17th century. I was about 6 to 8 years old. I was fairwelled by a father figure and left in an open field. For some reason he was never able to return for me.
I was taken in by a spotted half grown female jaguar. She cared for me and tried to keep me alive for as long as she could before I died in her cave from freezing temperatures and starvation.
In my life currently I have a severe fear of abandonment and a love for abandoned animals. In this life I have never been abandoned but always had night terrors of the people I love leaving me and me being alone and cold.
I now understand where these fears originated from.
I thought my mind may 'make up' a story to please me but this could not have been the case. I found myself litterally feeling cold and hungry. I couldn't stop crying and shaking for quite some time afterwards. Feeling the emotions I felt during that life was so exhausting.
Thank you again everyone.
I could never have reached this understanding without this page
After making this post my heart told me I must wait. Today I felt the calling to discover again. I used the YouTube link in this feed to help me.
I want to share my discovery please.
I found that I lived in the 16th or 17th century. I was about 6 to 8 years old. I was fairwelled by a father figure and left in an open field. For some reason he was never able to return for me.
I was taken in by a spotted half grown female jaguar. She cared for me and tried to keep me alive for as long as she could before I died in her cave from freezing temperatures and starvation.
In my life currently I have a severe fear of abandonment and a love for abandoned animals. In this life I have never been abandoned but always had night terrors of the people I love leaving me and me being alone and cold.
I now understand where these fears originated from.
I thought my mind may 'make up' a story to please me but this could not have been the case. I found myself litterally feeling cold and hungry. I couldn't stop crying and shaking for quite some time afterwards. Feeling the emotions I felt during that life was so exhausting.
Thank you again everyone.
I could never have reached this understanding without this page