Schizophrenia

[Nicholas]

I accepted the schizoaffective as part of who I am. I'd like to just be on mood stabilizers and not have to be on a drug that closes down my 3rd eye. The mood stabilizer keeps me grounded and from freaking out or getting too excited. To excited kept me up for 3 days straight. Plus I'd see video playing on a tv that was turned off, and also on a wall. It was a beautiful video of flying over mountains through clouds.

Yeah, just get the f*** off of that crap altogether. Which intensive spiritual work, you can heal your problems without taking poisonous pills. Some companies connected to STS entities actively put stuff in those to damage your DNA or damage your chakras permanently, and psychiatrists and psychosists do - whatever they may tell you - know about this stuff to some degree.

The medical cartel is not there to help you, friend. They're here to keep people sick, and they will take away your magick if you let them.

I can't get off of them. I went off 3 years ago for like 6 months and then I thought I was talking to God and I stabbed my dog. I'm staying on them. No matter how much spiritual work I do, I cannot afford to have my 3rd eye opened again. I went to jail for 3 weeks for this. Next time I won't be so lucky.

In order to safely come off any drug it is better to have an exit strategy.