Session 31 - As a Gay Man, I think Ra's take on Homosexuality is idiotic

[Manjushri]

Ra: I am Ra. The bisexual reproductive urge has as its goal, not only the simple reproductive function, but more especially the desire to serve others being awakened by this activity.

In an over-crowded situation where each mind/body/spirit complex is under a constant bombardment from other-selves it is understandable that those who are especially sensitive would not feel the desire to be of service to other-selves. This also would increase the probability of a lack of desire or a blockage of the red-ray reproductive energy.

A few random thoughts about this quote.
-Ra calls what we call HETEROSEXUALITY "bisexuality"
Therefore....Is there a semantics problem from the beginning? Is the whole point lost in translation? Maybe but maybe not since they do later say "what you call an homosexual nature." The group and Ra never seemed to finally agree on the meaning of the word GALAXY, after all...

-If having SEX is "being of service to other-selves" and being homosexual is thought by Ra to be the result of not having that desire, Ra is seriously missing something here. Gay people seem to love and think about sex even more than straight people....from my experience anyway. Then again - maybe this is too much orange ray to compensate for the lack of red ray? IDK

-From the two times I have fallen in "homosexual love" ie the desire to be of service to my mate, the desire is always AWAKENED more after a sexual encounter.

I picked up quite quickly that Ra used the word "bisexuality" to refer to heterosexual sex.  Service to Other has been the goal of my 39 year homosexual relationship since the beginning. Of course, it isn't always a 50-50 situation. Individuals go through difficult experiences that may require their mate to serve with little in return. Such a relationship may be  90% giving by one and receiving by the other, who is not able to reciprocate. This just reflects the ups and downs of normal life in 3 D.

See I always thought Ra when speaking of bisexual reproduction being sto was actually talking about raising of children(other selves)

I don't think he was implying we could not be sto with our spouse. Green Ray is always sto.

Without children (due to my sexual impairment) I find it easier to serve many many others vs people my age with their children are very "family selfish" - in my observation.

I don't think Ra was at all saying the "STO awakening" by straight sex is due to children.