Bouts of hating myself

[BlatzAdict]

The intensification of green ray energies make all these little things more palpable and hard to ignore. It forces the self to face the self and dredges up all the parts of our shadow into the light of day to be consciously acknowledged and accepted even though it is often parts we are reluctant to take in. All you can do is attempt to forgive yourself, and gently turn your attention away. Don't force anything. Just move past them, like making your way through a crowd of people. You don't have to fight every person, just acknowledge them, and gently move past them.

I hope I can trust in this advice. I'm a little scared about how my future will unravel.
Not so much scared about my shadow side, but about how life will treat me.

I've found so much to love, but will it be enough?

The shadow reintegration work is basically this, how well are you able to console a child who is hurt.

So in effect you are looking for the best way to console your inner child. Yes life might throw things at you, excrement happens, but you need to remind yourself that you will always be there for yourself to care about yourself and love yourself despite whatever happens.  If you can do that then that is going to significantly open up your orange chakra.

No one else can do it for you but you doing it for you.   

During these times as an empath I often wonder if these are even our emotions, and I feel like we are processing other people's emotions for them. I feel like we are picking up other peoples collective emotions and learning to transmute it all back into love light. So many people are feeling lethargy, when I feel that way I remind myself to feel thankful for something. I go say I love you to my Kale in my backyard =̴̶̷̤̄ .̫ =̴̶̷̤̄ I'm so grateful to have you in my life, I love you and everything that you do.

I'm actually also wanting to say I'm grateful to you Indigo Gemini Wolf for speaking about this particular vibration and seeking to learn to heal it. Hosanna Hosanna! =̴̶̷̤̄ .̫ =̴̶̷̤̄