08-02-2016, 12:46 AM
Lots of love, Rumpel. I have a question for you: Why have you let this "healer" have so much power over you? And as a third person opinion... he didn't even tell you this himself.
I sort of go by the rule that, if I didn't witness an event first hand, that it doesn't get weight in my reality as a "true" event. I'll always try to be aware of "other events", but things like what one person said about me to another, in a negative light, I can't let seep into my reality. Again, if I did - my family would have sucked my dry by now. I had to stop beating myself and feeling at the mercy of others' wills and whims - and especially let go of any outsider's opinion of my life, my being, or my decisions. I certainly know that I do my best at all times, and agonize over how to do better than my best - and to anyone who has destructive feedback, I just try to take the opportunity to regroup and send them love and light. And send myself love and light too!!
I sort of go by the rule that, if I didn't witness an event first hand, that it doesn't get weight in my reality as a "true" event. I'll always try to be aware of "other events", but things like what one person said about me to another, in a negative light, I can't let seep into my reality. Again, if I did - my family would have sucked my dry by now. I had to stop beating myself and feeling at the mercy of others' wills and whims - and especially let go of any outsider's opinion of my life, my being, or my decisions. I certainly know that I do my best at all times, and agonize over how to do better than my best - and to anyone who has destructive feedback, I just try to take the opportunity to regroup and send them love and light. And send myself love and light too!!