06-29-2016, 09:12 AM
Interestingly enough I have often wondered how my words would be perceived if they were more clothed in love, because I know their source lies in love but that it is not made apparent because of my energitical state. I have experienced complete heart openings on many occasions and have seen that my trains of thoughts remain the same and that my perspectives remain the same although the passion behind those same thoughts is felt much more strongly by me and as such radiated through them.
So to me I know that most things I write would be written in the same manner even if they were completely clothed in love and mostly wonder why it is that something can be accepted or rejected depending on this sole factor. Why the same words can be made useful only because greater love is perceived within them. I am not someone who would block on this and would not value the words of another any more because I feel greater love within them, sometimes I even feel it seeks to hide a lack of insight upon the matter. To me love does not make what is shared either useful nor unuseful unless love is all that is sought, and to me the act of desiring to share something already does enough on that aspect. But then again I am not one to seek love from others nor feel a need for it and have been perceived as cold for this reason, so maybe I lack understanding and insight of what another that is unlike me can seek and then unpurposefuly desire to be an answer to someone who requires something other than myself. Then again, within this desire to provide an answer, there can only be love to be found as I see things.
I seek balance and not to be overly open enegitically, although that may come when I am satisfied with the balance I have found and will seek to radiate it.
So to me I know that most things I write would be written in the same manner even if they were completely clothed in love and mostly wonder why it is that something can be accepted or rejected depending on this sole factor. Why the same words can be made useful only because greater love is perceived within them. I am not someone who would block on this and would not value the words of another any more because I feel greater love within them, sometimes I even feel it seeks to hide a lack of insight upon the matter. To me love does not make what is shared either useful nor unuseful unless love is all that is sought, and to me the act of desiring to share something already does enough on that aspect. But then again I am not one to seek love from others nor feel a need for it and have been perceived as cold for this reason, so maybe I lack understanding and insight of what another that is unlike me can seek and then unpurposefuly desire to be an answer to someone who requires something other than myself. Then again, within this desire to provide an answer, there can only be love to be found as I see things.
I seek balance and not to be overly open enegitically, although that may come when I am satisfied with the balance I have found and will seek to radiate it.