The goal of any psychic attack is to turn your attention away from love and light. They cannot force this change of your attention, they can only offer temptations to do such which we then eventually, in our exasperation, give into.
That is to say, they have to work with your own pre-incarnative biases and distortions toward certain types of negative thinking. These are the "chinks" in our spiritual armor that negative beings attempt to exploit.
Another way of stating this is that your thoughts are ultimately generating your reality. A thought is anything you place your attention on. So if they control your attention, they control your reality. The usual techniques of capturing our attention are through temptations towards greed or fear. For most people, these are very effective attention grabbers which is then gradually directed towards coalescing a certain kind of negative mental/emotive space/reality.
Even continuing to feed the belief that you are being psychically attacked only serves to further energize the psychic attack. A belief is similarly fed by consistent attention on a potential reality.
I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I'm simply attempting to offer you information in an attempt to help you. In lieu of that, my advice is to gradually, day by day, turn your attention away from any thought/experience involving this entity. Seriously, forget about this being and its influence will begin to wane. I know, easier said than done.
If you cannot forget about it, send it love. Try to spend time focusing on light. Focus on the creator and its infinite power and peace. Focus on life energy. Spend time contemplating the fresh vitality of living things. Picture nature in all its bounty. Imagine green vibrant plants, or a perfectly ripe fruit brimming with life energy. Imagine sunlight on a perfect morning, and the glowing warmth of its radiating influence shining upon you filling you with joy. Don't try to fight the being, just let it go. It is not your work. Simply bask in the power and peace of the one infinite creator. That is your work, your play, and your protection. Get lost in the daydream of these things and practice this meditation frequently. Really get caught up in it and you will begin to feel its power. The longer you stay purely focused on a given thought stream the more its attractive power exponentially increases. This is why trance states are magically powerful.
These may seem to be impractical exercises, but they are powerful, but only if they are consistently practiced. I have seen people go from terribly depressed circumstances, with even the unwanted complement of negative spirit activity in their homes, to completely different people following these simple exercises on a day to day basis. Even the unwanted poltergeist phenomena went nearly completely away, or at the very least drastically reduced over time.
I'm sorry you are going through a rough time, and remember that you are not alone even if it may feel that way.
That is to say, they have to work with your own pre-incarnative biases and distortions toward certain types of negative thinking. These are the "chinks" in our spiritual armor that negative beings attempt to exploit.
Another way of stating this is that your thoughts are ultimately generating your reality. A thought is anything you place your attention on. So if they control your attention, they control your reality. The usual techniques of capturing our attention are through temptations towards greed or fear. For most people, these are very effective attention grabbers which is then gradually directed towards coalescing a certain kind of negative mental/emotive space/reality.
Even continuing to feed the belief that you are being psychically attacked only serves to further energize the psychic attack. A belief is similarly fed by consistent attention on a potential reality.
I'm not trying to tell you what to do, I'm simply attempting to offer you information in an attempt to help you. In lieu of that, my advice is to gradually, day by day, turn your attention away from any thought/experience involving this entity. Seriously, forget about this being and its influence will begin to wane. I know, easier said than done.
If you cannot forget about it, send it love. Try to spend time focusing on light. Focus on the creator and its infinite power and peace. Focus on life energy. Spend time contemplating the fresh vitality of living things. Picture nature in all its bounty. Imagine green vibrant plants, or a perfectly ripe fruit brimming with life energy. Imagine sunlight on a perfect morning, and the glowing warmth of its radiating influence shining upon you filling you with joy. Don't try to fight the being, just let it go. It is not your work. Simply bask in the power and peace of the one infinite creator. That is your work, your play, and your protection. Get lost in the daydream of these things and practice this meditation frequently. Really get caught up in it and you will begin to feel its power. The longer you stay purely focused on a given thought stream the more its attractive power exponentially increases. This is why trance states are magically powerful.
These may seem to be impractical exercises, but they are powerful, but only if they are consistently practiced. I have seen people go from terribly depressed circumstances, with even the unwanted complement of negative spirit activity in their homes, to completely different people following these simple exercises on a day to day basis. Even the unwanted poltergeist phenomena went nearly completely away, or at the very least drastically reduced over time.
I'm sorry you are going through a rough time, and remember that you are not alone even if it may feel that way.