Must positive polarity awareness be sustained or can it be temporary to graduate?

[Parsons]

As Ra says, to attempt to recreate an initiation experience us to go backwards.

Dear Aion: Where does Ra say this or something like this?  

Well this is the quote, although I would need to read a good chunk of the session to fully grasp the meaning in context:

Questioner: Then in attempting to reproduce this experience would I then best follow practices for the Order of the Golden Dawn in reproducing this?

Ra: I am Ra. To attempt to reproduce an initiatory experience is to move, shall we say, backwards. However, the practice of this form of service to others is appropriate in your case working with your associates. It is not well for positively polarized entities to work singly. The reasons for this are obvious.