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In contrast, Tesla, as pure as he was, most likely had difficult social relations, and spent much of his time as a recluse.
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Yeah I can relate to that. For many years I had a reclusive existence with smoking pot and practising bedroom djing. I did make a lot of progress by working against my fear, by djing part time in my local town, and even held a regular slot in a bar for a couple of years. One of the core reasons that I play sport (football and golf) is, believe it or not, driven by the desire to remain engaged with others. Golf is more a cover to commune with nature for several hours though.
The worst thing I have found as I near 40 years of age regarding my relational space is to settle for a hermits existence. Conversely, diving into social waters has also incurred potentially karmic consequences, and thank goodness for a sufficient green ray in healing those situations!!! (abandoning pride and expressing regret and apologies to ones I have rubbed up against) Sometimes I wonder if my passion for djing is more a built in bias to encourage me to develop, and thus balance my yellow ray in this life, as well as an active type of service.
I have caught myself receding from social activities on many occasions because of my distorted perceptions of others. Something I am still deliberately swimming against, and I don't think it is an uncommon situation among us, as Ra pointed out.
Also, I think our Jim is a great example of swimming against the preference for a solitary, or reclusive existence. I can't put into words the gratitude I feel for the role models that we are all acquainted with here. At a distance, they are quietly egging me on with their beingness!
(hint hint)
In contrast, Tesla, as pure as he was, most likely had difficult social relations, and spent much of his time as a recluse.
Ra Wrote:The one known as Nikola received information from Confederation sources desirous of aiding this extremely, shall we say, angelically positive entity in bettering the existence of its fellow mind/body/spirit complexes.
It is unfortunate, shall we say, that like many Wanderers the vibratory distortions of third-density illusion caused this entity to become extremely distorted in its perceptions of its fellow mind/body/spirit complexes so that its mission was hindered and in the result, perverted from its purposes.
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Yeah I can relate to that. For many years I had a reclusive existence with smoking pot and practising bedroom djing. I did make a lot of progress by working against my fear, by djing part time in my local town, and even held a regular slot in a bar for a couple of years. One of the core reasons that I play sport (football and golf) is, believe it or not, driven by the desire to remain engaged with others. Golf is more a cover to commune with nature for several hours though.
The worst thing I have found as I near 40 years of age regarding my relational space is to settle for a hermits existence. Conversely, diving into social waters has also incurred potentially karmic consequences, and thank goodness for a sufficient green ray in healing those situations!!! (abandoning pride and expressing regret and apologies to ones I have rubbed up against) Sometimes I wonder if my passion for djing is more a built in bias to encourage me to develop, and thus balance my yellow ray in this life, as well as an active type of service.
I have caught myself receding from social activities on many occasions because of my distorted perceptions of others. Something I am still deliberately swimming against, and I don't think it is an uncommon situation among us, as Ra pointed out.
Also, I think our Jim is a great example of swimming against the preference for a solitary, or reclusive existence. I can't put into words the gratitude I feel for the role models that we are all acquainted with here. At a distance, they are quietly egging me on with their beingness!
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