Reality Creation

[Night Owl]

Thanks a lot anagogy. You must have put either a lot of time or effort in writing all those answers. You are definitely the best balance companion one can dream of. I like going at the very basis and source of things and you have helped me tremendously in reaching that. I'm like an ever flowing waterfall of questions and it is simultaneously a bless and a curse. Deep inside of me I have already started all those processes and understand them well but sometimes I think I get discouraged because the amount of resistance I find within myself is almost endless. I see resistance also as a bless and a curse in that resistance has definitely been a part of me keeping my mind sane and free of society's lies. It more than likely had a role in me encountering the LOO. But at some point I need to clear it to become what I am instead of what I am not, that is the one who manifest. I don't want to cause more negativity all around me there's more than enough but I'm filled with it. It is the task of a lifetime. Connecting with darkness is the fastest way to learn but there comes a time where what is learned must be manifested to keep going. I do not fear the darkness but I have uncovered within myself a fear of manifestation instead. I think I'm so strong at manifesting negativity that I fear this power of manifestation. The thing is I am also really powerful at manifesting the best from others, just not from myself. I have no power over your answers but just me being here I think you have manifested the best from you. I wish I was able to do that to myself even though you are me at some level.

At this point Yoda definitely is the answer. You know what is strange about you mentioning that? I have this exact poster in my bedroom of yoda and it's written the famous quote: Do or do not There is no try. This is strange and amazing synchronicity. I think I should contemplate it more. Yoda is the master of all masters after all.