Reality Creation

[anagogy]

Now that I've found peace and some clarity how should I approach this? How can I learn to manifest positive? I guess I should start with basics and train the process?

Learning to manifest positive is basically just learning how to not sabotage the natural unfolding of events. It is basically automatic.  Basically, things gravitate to your experience that are active in your consciousness right now.  So your natural curiosities begin to worm their way into your reality provided you don't block it.  You are constantly thinking about whatever it is you care about.

So as a simple example: someone is overweight.  They don't like being overweight. That preference equals an automatic request to the universe to be thinner.  The universe says "okay, sounds good".  The infinite understanding resident in intelligent infinity offers a perfect template of thought that will manifest that reality.  But Source doesn't create reality for you, it just shows you how.  So the way the universe communicates those thoughts is through emotion.  Positive emotions are saying, "these thoughts are vibrationally closer to the reality you want to manifest", and negative emotion means, "these thoughts are moving you away from what you want".

The thing is, if that person remained in an unresistant state of appreciation predominantly, circumstances and events would begin to form that would result in a thinner body.  Without even deliberately trying to manifest what they want, they would naturally find the thoughts that matched their desire.  It is like you are in a stream, and the stream is always flowing towards what you want as a result of just experiencing catalyst.  Its always taking you to what you want.  But sometimes you paddle against the current.  Everytime we doubt, we paddle against the current.  Every time we are critical of the process we paddle against the current.  But if you just drop the oars, the stream will begin pulling you in the right direction.  So that would be like meditation where you just stop thinking, and let the stream carry you.  Positive thinking is like paddling downstream towards your goal.  You can get there faster that way, but you can just sit back and let the stream take you there if you want.  The current of the stream is like your strength of desire.  It is self propelling, provided you aren't paddling against it.  The paddling is your conscious processes.

So if you find processes overwhelming, and have a bad habit in life of paddling against the stream, simple releasing thought meditation is a great way to go about it.  We all, without exception, have desires potentiated subconsciously. You might call these your "karma to be resolved".  So if you release enough thought, the stream is going to start taking you to some of them.  You don't even have to "try" anything.  Just practice "letting go".  It is similar to "surrender".  The events will show up very naturally.  We only have to "try" when there is a lot of resistance.  Work and play are words that can be applied to the same circumstances.  One involves resistance, the other does not.  The difference is often interpretation, but what causes interpretation?  The level of resistance you are entertaining (or not entertaining).