Reality Creation

[Night Owl]

What is the name of this new game? Where are the new limits? What are the new matters that comes into play? What is the use or purpose of being a master of manifestation if there is no direction to the manifestation game? This manifestation game you talk about is fun and I feel like I did come here to play this game. But how do you find the purpose to structure such game? I understand it's like a rhythm but how does it groove? Without groove any attempts at rhythm is lost in futility.

From my perspective this reality is here to spur the evolution of desire.  That is how the creator knowing itself manifests.  Those desires can be anything.  As more time goes on, our desires begin to lean more purely in the direction of desire to serve others, or more purely towards a desire to serve self.  Once a desire becomes recognized, we do what we can to line up with it.  You identify what you want, and then practice those thoughts, beliefs, and behaviors that are consonant with the desire.  In time you become a pure vibrational match to that desire.  At that point, a new one is born.  The goal just keeps expanding till we reach identification with the creator.  The purpose is the growth, not necessarily for the what the growth will net you, because you are already the creator, but for the experience of growth itself.

A lot of people fall into the trap of thinking they have to be this enlightened super human, and if they aren't they are somehow failing, but really there is no better or worse in the universe.  

From the simple to the complex, the evolution of desire is the purpose of this game.  The desire of a paramecium to ingest bacteria is as full of the creator's perfection and majesty as the social memory complex giving birth to the light of suns.  And it is arguably not any better to be free of desire than it is to be full of desire.  They are just different.

Sometimes there are times when there isn't passion burning within us, and those periods of life are more reflective in nature, almost like a mini "between" life review.  After enough distillation of thought a desire will eventually be birthed.  If we are ever confused about the desires that are growing within us, they naturally get louder with time and cry out to us for expression.  Because this world is so varied, you can't help but rub up against contrasting catalyst.  Since unwanted gives birth to the wanted, even mild contrast eventually becomes obvious.  Sort of like rubbing sandpaper on your skin.  At first, it is not very noticeable but over time, the effect of the resistance becomes obvious, and what is wanted simultaneously becomes obvious, because it is simply the opposite end of the stick of what you are then presently experiencing.

So the purpose of the game is to simply find out what you really want.  If one is beyond desire, they no longer ask what the purpose is, because they have no reason to ask that.  I say that based on studying a rare few individuals who were at that place.

So do whatever it is that elevates your mood the greatest, and then see where your inspiration leads you.  See what you desire when you are feeling your best.  It doesn't have to seem great to be great.  Sometimes the greatest advancements to self and society stem from the simplest of desires.

I know I'm not completely out of desires all the time. It's just not fixed in time. But when I find a new desire it becomes apparent that I can't define myself with it over time. At the basis of things I already know what is the passion or what it is that sparks some new desires in me. I love progressive music. I love everything about it. Listening, watching shows, playing etc. But the universe seems to suggest my interest in this has no direction in a place where it's all about earn money or die. This money system is killing every sparks of energy I have. I feel it's gonna force me into a lifestyle I can no longer enjoy being alive. I'm trying to learn as much as I can about reality before this happens because I don't know how to prevent it from happening. Here again attention is on what is not wanted but the opposite hasn't worked either. I have not succeeded in transforming a passion in a lifestyle. I don't have interests in things that earn money apparently. This is an attempt at using what is left of me not being completely apathic about this place before it takes over me. So I work at dissociating with what is forcing me out of what I truely desire because that's all is left of something I can associate with. A desire that leads nowhere. All I can do is love that desire. I figured if no positive manifestation is possible then working at not letting the negative define what I am is the best thing I can do so far. So all is left is everything I am not. So I am nothing. Yet I am everything. So I'm basically nothing and everything at the same time for a while now. The negative side of things has lost it's power over me but it maybe leave me with a bit of apathy toward myself. How does one not become apathic when trapped in a box? An infinite box. Infinity can seem really small at times.