Reality Creation

[Night Owl]

It is the result of experimentation rather than unconscious behavior. You think experimenting with reality is falsifying the result?

What do you think my throat center needs then? Understand that this forum is pretty much the only place I express anything so it may be normal that it seems unbalanced. I've never really been on any forum before but I realized there are actually places like this where people are smart, interesting and wise and it never gets boring. So I test my self expression here rather than anywhere else. In my everyday world I feel like with most interactions other selves needs more from me than I need them in the sense that their problems finally find someone they can be shared with and understood and I can help them with their problems when they talk to me where I can't do the same with them because nobody relates to my seeking and thought process. I lose anybody's interest or understanding if I speak freely and honestly so I don't usually express myself that much out of here.

So what do you perceive to be unbalanced in my expression here? I do think I am indifferent often but I am not sure how this is a problem if it doesn't become complete indifference of others.