04-02-2016, 03:42 PM
(04-01-2016, 02:50 PM)anagogy Wrote:(04-01-2016, 02:22 PM)matrix_drumr Wrote: How do you switch to manifesting what is wanted instead of what is unwanted when you don't want anything?
If you don't want anything, you have everything. The difference between them has collapsed. If there is unwanted, there is wanted. If there is wanted, there is unwanted. But if you have no desires, then it doesn't matter what manifests after that point, you would be content regardless. I would call that enlightenment, or the freedom from suffering, and freedom from separation, and freedom from resistance. I think there is an infinitely subtle range to this. One might not have perceptible desires at say, this vibrational layer, but at a finer vibrational level, such as a higher density, there still might be some desires that require balancing.
That is not to say there is anything wrong with wanting and desires. They are necessary for the spiritual game we call "growth" to occur. It just involves a perceived separation is all. But the challenge of gradually lining up with newly birthed desires is oh so very satisfying -- which is why we exist in this form in my opinion. Manifestation of our desires is always occurring (if we have desires) but sometimes we are resisting that natural unfolding. If we didn't sabotage the process with our thoughts/beliefs, our will/desires would naturally play out in reality. So no one has to make manifestation happen, they simply have to "allow" it to happen by not digging up the vibrational seed they already planted when a preference was born with them be it conscious or unconscious. So the work is always the smoothing of resistance.
If one is near desireless, there is little resistance. Have you ever noticed how when you say something to the effect of, "That would be interesting if such and such occurred?" but you don't really care if it happens or not, it will often and very easily occur just as you imagined? It's the lack of resistance. Or on the other side of the coin if you desperately want something to occur it often seems to resist you at every turn? It's the presence of resistance. Having perfect faith that something will occur, and being utterly content that it never will both have the common factor of absence of resistance. The sinkhole of discord between desire and belief is where you run into trouble in the manifestation department.
To a truly desireless and enlightened individual, they would have effortless power of manifestation (maximum magical potential), but would have no desire to use it. They would simply become a pure instrument for the creator to pour through.
I have come to realize exactly what you said that I have everything when I don't want anything. Not in a fixed present time but in a potential where the universe throws at me everything he got when I don't want anything. If on the other end I start wanting something really bad then it doesn't happen. I seem to be really powerful at manifestation but things have manifested more in a negative way than a positive way when I try doing it consciously. It's like the universe is trying to play with me. In general I feel pretty free from seperation, suffering and resistance. But it comes back if I want something and I definitely feel it.
I feel like when I find a desire I find it really futile the next minute and I free myself from it. At a certain point I realised that I wasn't defined by those desires and they stopped interacting with me. The only thing I can think of is that my true desire is of a higher density nature and that really makes me wonder why I am here for a while. But my relation with my higherself is really subtle when it comes to positive guidance. It's like his approach to things is the ''do it yourself'' kind of thing but I honestly admit I just feel lost here. How does it continue to be purposeful to be in this veil if I no longer feel obligation to do/be/want/ anything?
The reason my attention has focused on that is that I noticed how this place kind of pushes you in certain directions. It kind of pushes me to have desires naturally if I stay unconscious about it but I eventually always realize I am not those desires and they have used me to manifest. If I don't have any I can define myself with am I the problem or have I freed myself from it? Reality really seems like becoming time/space the more I notice. But if I am free, what is there to do/think/be out of those chains. I'm so used to play by the rules within the veil.
What is the name of this new game? Where are the new limits? What are the new matters that comes into play? What is the use or purpose of being a master of manifestation if there is no direction to the manifestation game? This manifestation game you talk about is fun and I feel like I did come here to play this game. But how do you find the purpose to structure such game? I understand it's like a rhythm but how does it groove? Without groove any attempts at rhythm is lost in futility.