L'one'?

[Night Owl]

I have a hard time forgetting that I am alone. Yet existing feels sooooooo like not being everything else. This experience is deep man. It's like everything is a duality. Everything is both side of things all the time. Everything is so complex yet so simple at the same time. Everything is black and white. Meanwhile it creates some kind of ever grey everywhere. But is the essence of thing grey or black/white?

Your question is the question of all question. I don't think anyone can resolve that paradox even Ra says everything begins and end in mystery. But honestly that mystery is a monster of a mystery. It's the only useful paradox to solve yet the only impossible one. There is enough about it to become completely nuts. But I guess being completely nuts is what got us here in the first place. I guess the answer is that this universe has been created to solve it and it persist on existing so you can draw your own conlusion but I think it means there is no answer and that it is maybe better that way. What if we found that answer? What if we solve that paradox? Can we still exist? Would that end the universe? It is the only question that answers all question. Any question you ask eventually lead to more questions, but not this one. There is no question after that answer.