02-29-2016, 05:54 PM
(02-28-2016, 09:08 PM)Papercut Wrote: I'm positively sure that I am STS.
No, you are not.
Quote:Reason being is because I've realized that it will be easier for me to move forward spiritually if I separate my self from the other selves them being too much into this material word. Although I do not deny that they are the same as me.
This statement is contradictory. A follower of the "STS" path would never acknowledge the equality of others. It is imperative to see yourself as above, beyond and superior to others- different in a way that justifies exemption.
Quote:Each has his own path and that is okay, I just do not want yet to cross paths with other selves which aren't yet aware of the one.
This means certain things about other people make you uncomfortable. This is orange and yellow ray blockage. Were you walking this particular path, as defined by Ra, you would be actively seeking out ways to use others to bolster your power and your image of yourself, not hiding from them. An STS adept needs social interaction in order to properly polarize, and in general these individuals are some of the most charismatic people you will ever meet.
Quote:I do not wish to use/manipulate/destroy, or become powerful/rich. I just want to love my self for this moment being.
Loving yourself is an important part of any effective path a person can walk. You can't properly love anyone else if you hate yourself. It is wonderful that you are developing self love, but this does not in any way make you STS. That path is defined by a willingness to manipulate and control others. Walk it, and you will inevitably hit a point where you must either hurt another person for your own gain or turn back. There is no getting around this.
Quote:Question to the posters above.
Just because I'm not willing to be in service to other selves means I am evil? Why is that
If you were truly STS, you wouldn't care.
In my experience, the general approach to polarizing is flawed. I've seen countless people on both sides of the fence experiencing intense anxiety over trying to fit themselves onto a path that makes them uncomfortable or seems impossible. They fear not graduating as much as Christians fear hell, and this causes them to attempt forcing polarity, which is as counterproductive as one can get.
I often say that consistency and discipline are highly important in polarizing, but I think both should be funneled into the discovery of the self- the separation of idle surface thoughts, fears and distractions from what you truly, deeply are inside. Even beginning to truly understand the Self is a monumental task- one that will require a lifetime of effort, but as that effort is consistently produced one will gradually find themselves guided naturally along the paths of behavior that are most beneficial to that Self. You will polarize without trying, because all you'll be doing is continually being yourself, and that which is no longer needed will naturally fall away. I think you will also find that the realm of spiritual development is far more complex and diverse than a black and white set of cookie cutter stereotypes.
STS is a fancy term for sociopath, and you don't strike me as one of those, Papercut. You don't need to wear that label just so you have a box to fit into. Boxes be damned.