02-24-2016, 04:43 PM
Quote:I was comparing domination fantasies, which would be presumably negative, to my consensual / tender and loving ones which I find ambiguous depending on the context.
Quote:I do not want to control, not even influence on a subconscious level.
Ahhhhhh this is a quite different thing then.
I think creating a character for this situation would probably be the best, if you don't want to be a subconscious influence. But if it's tender and loving energy that you are expressing, how is that possibly a bad thing? When I have sexual intercourse with my husband, I do my best to release that sexual energy to the all, because in its green ray+ form it is pure healing. So maybe you need to direct that desire instead of as a focus on one person, to maybe everyone, at least/especially at the release. Would that work or be possible for you?
I think, as far as a person receiving that energy (unknowingly) would go, at a higher level, they would be happy to be the inspiration of such creative love within another.