Spiritual Growth, and material possessions.

[hobbvin82]

Thank you so much for your response. Now that I think back, this change has been slowly occurring for the past few years. I used to collect things, and that kind of just stopped. I don't remember making a choice to stop. I just remember not buying those things anymore. The joy they used to bring simply faded I guess. Over the last year, my spending has decreased dramatically, except for video games, which have brought me countless hours of fun. Even playing those games is slowly becoming uninteresting. I don't view my possessions as negative. I just don't feel an attachment to them anymore. I feel that this is an important step for me right now.

Along with this, I am noticing that I am feeling more, and more disconnected with this illusion as time goes by. It's not that I don't love being here, because I love this planet. I just think I am finally breaking free of the hypnosis that I have been under my entire life. I am finally stepping back, and looking at this life from a new perspective. I am starting to view other-selves as walking light bodies. I feel my connection with them, and my love for them grows every day. I feel that this is where I am supposed to be right now. I seek the truth of what is possible for us, if we just let go, and let the love take over. It's been difficult for me to let go, as it's easier, and more comfortable to remain in control, and under the hypnosis. Perhaps this is next step in my awakening.

I have been reading the transcripts from other members of the Confederation. "Laitos, Oxal, Hatonn." I also keep up on the transcripts of Q'uo. I feel these are important for me right now. Ra's information helped me wake up, but I feel that I have taken what I need from those transcripts for now. I'll revisit them as needed. I am currently reading Living the Law of One 101: The Choice. Carla's message is so powerful in that book, and I appreciate the time she put into the channeling she has done. What a special soul.

I thank you again for your response, and appreciate the well wishes. I will certainly continue to share on these forums, as I feel they are important.