(02-20-2016, 05:00 PM)Bring4th_Plenum Wrote: unworthiness is definitely an example of an indigo ray blockage. In this passage, Ra connects Carla's overactivity in green ray to the blockage in indigo.
Quote:This instrument also experiences some distortion of the green-ray energy center which you may call the heart center. It is overly open due to an intensive desire distortion on the part of this mind/body/spirit complex towards service to others, or as you may call it, universal love.
This entity, therefore, spends itself without regard to its reserves of mind/body/spirit complex distortion in regard to what you call strength or energy. This distortion is primarily due to the blockage of the indigo ray. As we have said before, the misapprehension distortion of the instrument responsible for this blockage is the basic orientation towards a belief in unworthiness.
The unworthiness distortion blocks the free flow of intelligent energy.
Yeah I think personally that my green ray is attempting to compensate. The self sacrificial aspect of this compensation lies at the heart of why I feel my personal message to the world may never be heard!
Also, I suspect this is truly why I "resonated" so much with the way Carla was. I was actually identifying with her own distortions.