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[isis]

i'm not given glimpses of the future - if that's what you're asking; i imagine i'm not for good reason(s).

(i have had premonition dreams...but i never realized they were a premonition dream until seeing what i dreamed actually occur. & what good is a premonition dream if you fail to identify it has such beforehand?)

i feel i'm given glimpses of a greater reality where i can sense, & know for sure, that every moment in time is absolute perfection, couldn't be any better, all is well, all is unity, all is: the changeless, formless, incomprehensible creator. & that includes every moment we witness in time.

i find peace in every step of the way towards my final destination. i may not know what's coming but i feel i'm forever observing my purpose being displayed right before my eyes. so, what's my purpose? imo, it's w/e i happen to be doing in any given moment.

i see myself as a character in a story where the script was written beforehand & now it's just being played out. i don't identify with the doer - only the omnipresent observer.

"we do only what we're meant to do." -keymaker, from matrix movie