02-04-2016, 06:08 PM
I'm not hurting, I'm being hypocritical. Anagogy didn't do anything wrong. I got defensive. And I apologize.
Anagogy, I'm sorry. I know it doesn't feel like I mean it but that's more out of shame than anything closing me down.
I hope one day to be able to explain things coherently. To not always feel so isolated, using extreme energy outbursts to garnish attention. Its like mirroring a mirrored image of a mirror for me. I don't always understand if people understand, or how or why. I see myself and others in others and myself. So I.
Am admittedly hard on myself. The way I respond to you shows that to me very blatantly. Its why I say I will tone it down.
That wasn't fair to any of you all. I forget my harshness to myself isn't actually appreciated in other's. I'm sorry.
Until I can...devise a proper way to explain myself. I think I should refrain from speaking it at all.
Anagogy, I'm sorry. I know it doesn't feel like I mean it but that's more out of shame than anything closing me down.
I hope one day to be able to explain things coherently. To not always feel so isolated, using extreme energy outbursts to garnish attention. Its like mirroring a mirrored image of a mirror for me. I don't always understand if people understand, or how or why. I see myself and others in others and myself. So I.
Am admittedly hard on myself. The way I respond to you shows that to me very blatantly. Its why I say I will tone it down.
That wasn't fair to any of you all. I forget my harshness to myself isn't actually appreciated in other's. I'm sorry.
Until I can...devise a proper way to explain myself. I think I should refrain from speaking it at all.
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