@Van
I didn't first intend to write this but oh well.. what you were opened to through the material was what you were resonant with. Ra can pour love in his intent but that won't keep one who has darkness in his heart to open to door unto it. Blaming a material meant to give you keys of your mind and soul for what lied within them is a bit off in my opinion. The Ra material had nothing to do with the hell you've openened yourself to, it gave you keys to what lied dormant within you.
You often have this kind of blaming attitude, you blamed porn for your tastes of it when so many others came across the same things you did while feeling differently about it.
Although I can agree that there are biases and extensions which were not told within the material, this material has much more love poured into it than any words you have written on this forum.
I never quite got why you do not resonate with polarity either. Through your oh so many words, you seem to avoid getting to the heart of the matter each time. This is an Octave of Light/Love and Love/Light and those are polarisable. Although with bias, the material presented fully that what is made of it is up to you and your free will, and that whatever you do is well and without mistakes (I believe this said so that one who wished to polarize polarity is not weighted by what he could perceive as mistakes and is thaught to work through acceptance instead). So all of your deeds whether positive or negative in intent and whether positive or negative in effect, will come to be accepted and transmuted into distortless Love and Light in due time.
If you truly want to prove to me that you are the breaker of illusion, then break out of manyness and lose your soul identity forever. Sadly for both you and me, to do this we must work with polarity for what seems to be an eternity until what was once the paradox of our identities is fully resolved into boundless potential within the Source.
On a side note I tend to call what many call love insanity, the insanity of wanting to be many, the insanity of wanting to grow, love and be loved. The insanity of void blinding itself to it's true nature.
On another side note, I think it is quite common for many spiritual seekers to want to skip steps along the way.
I didn't first intend to write this but oh well.. what you were opened to through the material was what you were resonant with. Ra can pour love in his intent but that won't keep one who has darkness in his heart to open to door unto it. Blaming a material meant to give you keys of your mind and soul for what lied within them is a bit off in my opinion. The Ra material had nothing to do with the hell you've openened yourself to, it gave you keys to what lied dormant within you.
You often have this kind of blaming attitude, you blamed porn for your tastes of it when so many others came across the same things you did while feeling differently about it.
Although I can agree that there are biases and extensions which were not told within the material, this material has much more love poured into it than any words you have written on this forum.
I never quite got why you do not resonate with polarity either. Through your oh so many words, you seem to avoid getting to the heart of the matter each time. This is an Octave of Light/Love and Love/Light and those are polarisable. Although with bias, the material presented fully that what is made of it is up to you and your free will, and that whatever you do is well and without mistakes (I believe this said so that one who wished to polarize polarity is not weighted by what he could perceive as mistakes and is thaught to work through acceptance instead). So all of your deeds whether positive or negative in intent and whether positive or negative in effect, will come to be accepted and transmuted into distortless Love and Light in due time.
If you truly want to prove to me that you are the breaker of illusion, then break out of manyness and lose your soul identity forever. Sadly for both you and me, to do this we must work with polarity for what seems to be an eternity until what was once the paradox of our identities is fully resolved into boundless potential within the Source.
On a side note I tend to call what many call love insanity, the insanity of wanting to be many, the insanity of wanting to grow, love and be loved. The insanity of void blinding itself to it's true nature.
On another side note, I think it is quite common for many spiritual seekers to want to skip steps along the way.