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[Minyatur]

I think you want to dwell in illusions that you do want to break within your awareness, but perhaps that is part of why most do come to work on themselves in 3D worlds.

If you woke up from a bad dream, would you start blaming mirrors unto yourself from within the dream? the illusionary space and time within which your dream was taking place? or the very foundation of everything that you are which is the Creator?

Your posts could be synthetised to the Creator blaming the Creator for the Creator's experience of Itself. Well maybe you are right and dreaming of being many and being among something alike ourselves with a contrast of being different and separated was a stupid idea from the start. Most in this Creation seem to refer to this idea as Love though.

But then again I guess the ultimate truth is that the One that is all of us did not wish to experience nothing and this is what is not nothing. From there and with the first distortion of free will and the way time is, it is known that all of it is accepted and loved as it is by every strand of experience of the Creator of Itself.

If you want to blame something blame the Creator because there truly is not anything else. From that you can only focus on facets of intelligent infinity and dislike portions of yourself.