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[The_Tired_Philosopher]

-Cough-
I've performed Work in Consciousness to the point I saw Love daily, could interpret incoming catalyst and.

Well.  I think I need to read it again but not for the reasons one might think.

I don't think you understand.  That's okay, most people don't.

I blame People for society being bad, mainly, people who know and do nothing at all, not even try to be nicer or kinder.  People are Creator, yet, shells.  Used by souls, people, souls, creators, incarnated alien souls, creator.

Name it, we design and built and wrecked and are trying to salvage Humanity.

I think I understand my frustrations and the convuluted nature they follow to make sense of a convoluted reality laid out and partially known from personal experience by performing the steps given in the Ra Material.  I feel they're aimed at falsity, as in my reality and that laid out by the Ra Material either vary, or Ra lied.

I'm going on varies, cause so far, Ra doesn't seem much a liar.

Whatever excuses you use to negate my view can be turned back at you.

Our inability to control ourselves isn't an excuse.  Neither is creating it this way on purpose.

Read the books, whats Reality made of?

Does this reflect daily life on Earth from a Human Perspective?  Or does it require something more than human?  Or does it ask for feats that cause.

Iunno.  Psychotic breaks in mental judgment?

Its a stepping stone for me.  I see its a somewhat slippery step.  I will voice this knowledge for others to be aware of.

Why must there be something wrong with my view?  Its very logical to a fault, the average Human cannot prove the Universe loves or cares.  On the contrary, also can't prove 'without a doubt' it doesn't care, except that its indifferent.

Until you hear its all a genetic ET Spiritual board game.
In a place designed to cause hurt in the spiritual metaphysics of catalyst to help teach. -is repeating self now-

Its insanity.  Its, just one thing after another.  Stop, just stop and take a moral judgment, an ethical check if you will.

Society is the way it is because many factors. Including technology.  Who apparently boosted our tech level?  Who's brought us major religions bringing board game Battlefield Spiritual side to life?

Its all mud.  Glooped up when you try to piece it all together.  The picture is bad to me.  In principles, not executed movements.

The way its all been done, happened/ing.
How it all just rounds up to we hurt each other to feel good.  Because we're designed to.

I hold my ground.

I'm not happy with the Creation of 3D, I love it in concept but in execution its cruel in many ways especially with Earth as a focus.  Or I imagine most 3D veiled planets.

And I don't know about anyone else.  But I like to imagine myself in others positions.  Imagine the darkness of this Earth being done to you.  I feel appalled at some of those thoughts, I couldn't fathom the experience.  Thus Ive an issue with innocence being.  Well.  Horrifically treated.  Who does the treating at all stages at all times?

Who am I mad at?  I think my blame is properly placed on those who fulfill the title or identity, Creator.

But Creator isn't just a monster.  Creator is a Lover too.

So I await to see that approach the Monster and kill it with Love.  And by kill I mean change.

Until that day comes.
I'm pretty much here now.  Its coming along.  I'm childish and impatient.  Mostly from profuse sickness and weariness of seeing suffering.

Suffering is everywhere on Earth.  It bugs me, extremely. If it's not of blame then its of shame, that I would believe this was a good place to come to, I feel I'm here to help, not so much learn.

If there's a problem with my views I know its inevitable.  I can shut up, just takes someone telling me to...