2012

[fairyfarmgirl]

Agreed. The world is fading away. Much of the physical stuff that is part of the doing world is becoming difficult for me to do. I can no longer multitask.

I am spending more time Being than Doing.

I totally agree! I am moving at half the speed of smell most of the time. Today I was painting a wall at my mom's house and it took me 4 hours too get a section that was 4 feet wide and 8 feet tall done; granted I had several phone calls and many text messages it was clear that it took way too long. I believe this goes hand in hand with the loss of direction that we are all experiencing as well. This total discombobulation is driving me nuts. Just a year ago, maybe longer, I knew exactly what I was doing and exactly how to do it. Now I am just existing and helping only when needed. There have been a few times that I have spent the whole weekend just spacing out and literally doing nothing. It is slightly disheartening to see such a screeching halt in the doing department. I would like to say that I just need a vacation, but it seems like I am already taking one whether I like it or not. lol Just keep a positive mind set; this will all work itself out if you do that much.

Love and Peace my friends

Well, today I completely forgot about the eggs that I was boiling for the kiddos lunch. I mean totally forgot.. It ceased to be part of my field of experience.

Suddenly, while I was taking a moment from doing with the kiddos, I felt as if I should go look around the house for something. And there it was on the stove top! Eggs cooking away sans water... LOL.... wryly! Thank Goodness that the universe was looking out for me. I have never in my life been this slow and loopy! It is really driving me nuts, too! My life is built around multi-tasking! I have 3 kids that need to be fed, clothed and all the other million of things that I have to do as a mother....

Then there is the me, and the wanderer fairyfarmgirl... whew! I feel like a need a nap just thinking about all the actions I take in a given hour!

So now, I have to focus on one thing at a time. I told my husband it is like downgrading from DSL to Dial up... LOL that is how my mind feels... my energy frequency on the other hand is zoooooming and buzzzing... I feel like hammy in Over the Hedge... I am moving so fast in the data stream but moving so slow in the physical.... Speech, action, thought... the only thing that is quick is thinking and typing. I have never typed so fast in my life... but I have trouble speaking the shortest of sentences... It is interesting this shifting process. I sure do hope I come back on line soon. LOL

The Arcturians wrote about this in the David K Miller book, Connecting with the Arcturians. I thought it was hogwash at the time... boy I do not anymore.

I see what is happening as a shift--- a quantum leap. I am sure the first evolutionary Lucy must have felt the same way....


Everyone has the choice to shift with this quantum leap....

fairyfarmgirl