(03-30-2009, 12:05 PM)fairyfarmgirl Wrote: Agreed. The world is fading away. Much of the physical stuff that is part of the doing world is becoming difficult for me to do. I can no longer multitask.
I am spending more time Being than Doing.
I totally agree! I am moving at half the speed of smell most of the time. Today I was painting a wall at my mom's house and it took me 4 hours too get a section that was 4 feet wide and 8 feet tall done; granted I had several phone calls and many text messages it was clear that it took way too long. I believe this goes hand in hand with the loss of direction that we are all experiencing as well. This total discombobulation is driving me nuts. Just a year ago, maybe longer, I knew exactly what I was doing and exactly how to do it. Now I am just existing and helping only when needed. There have been a few times that I have spent the whole weekend just spacing out and literally doing nothing. It is slightly disheartening to see such a screeching halt in the doing department. I would like to say that I just need a vacation, but it seems like I am already taking one whether I like it or not. lol Just keep a positive mind set; this will all work itself out if you do that much.
Love and Peace my friends