What is the Most Important Thing we can be doing?

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I updated my OP to remove them from it.
Don't want to be too repetitive.

Aha That's not what I meant, I just mean that this seems to be an ongoing issue for you and it seems maybe like you've been doing the same thing for awhile now hoping for progress but without changing any of your positions. They say the definition of insanity is to do the same thing over and over believing it will yield different results. Maybe it's time to take a whole new angle to life? I'm not saying to give up on your dreams or anything, just try and take a look at this cycle you are in.