The Morals of Porn

[Cobrien]

In discussing sex in TPP's other thread, I found this interesting quote from Ra, which seems to contradict this thread a bit:

31.11 Questioner: Timothy Leary, doing research, wrote that at the time of puberty, and up through that time, there is an imprint occurring on the DNA coding of an entity and that, for instance, sexual biases are imprinted due to early sexual experiences or some of the first sexual experiences of the entity. Does anything like this actually happen?

Ra: I am Ra. This is partially correct. Due to the nature of solitary sexual experiences, it is in most cases unlikely that what you call masturbation has an imprinting effect upon later experiences.

This is similarly true with some of the encounters which might be seen as homosexual among those of this age group. These are often, instead, innocent exercises in curiosity.

However, it is quite accurate that the first experience in which the mind/body/spirit complex is intensely involved will indeed imprint upon the entity for that life experience a set of preferences.

My guess is that pornography would be considered less than a solo act, or that Ra didn't have the foresight to recognize the addictive power of internet porn.

But again, unlikely he says. The average person who masturbates as a child isn't going to be imprinted strongly by those experiences, especially if they are purely red-ray expressions of lust. But I think the more vivid the experience and the more "real" the person you are thinking about is, and the more the orange-yellow-and green the energy is, the more catalyst the experience offers.

So glad you mentioned this.

From my lifely personal experience, you need to figure if such 'innocent' expressions were such.  In my case, I got talked into sex when I was...I think younger than or around 10?  The guy was two years older, 'really' wanted to know what sex was like, talked me into it and then continued using me until our friendship ended.

I'd say that imprinted me enough to be bisexual.

I also watched a lot of porn, weird porn being into hentai and what not.  Especially tentacle stuff, that has left an imprint too, specifically, I am inextricably for no reason I can surmise beyond 'I got into it when I was 12' into mindbreak vore tentacle genres  (see: 'eaten' or entrapped and pleasured until your mind just shuts down).  Which looking into at 23, I'm extremely lucky I dodged the really extreme messed up variants of that genre, but a decades worth of time and I still like it??  Hmm.

Not just that, but think about the subconscious catalyst being programmed by porn.  Unless youv watch a lot of it, you might not realize how much background info is dumped into your mind.

Ever like flatchested girls on porn?  Some porn mimics child porn with older 'younger' looking models (18yo looking 15).

Jailbait is its own genre.  I mean seriously.  Porn is catalyst.  Porn isn't solitary, especially if you buy porn its not a solitary act.  Another is going through something for your pleasure to masturbate too.  Artistic porn, someone had to create it for you.

Versus masturbating with your hand in your...where ever you do it lol...

Ra mentions 'often' innocent.  Its not always.  I wouldn't call how I was talked into sex innocent.

That memory bothers me often now a days.  Had it never happened I wonder if I'd be a better person today not so hung up on sex and people mistreating and using me.

I dont know how some girls give themselves to guys just to be used for their pleasure without loving them.  I can't stand it now, back then it felt off, then just wrong, then I just got numb to those feelings because I had no idea what was what and knew I couldn't tell anyone anything.

Also, hurt.  Another kinda biggie in my not getting letting someone use you to basically masturbate using your body...

'Hyono' genre porn (or 'hyperporn') is.  I.  Wouldn't recommend it until you see each frame and know you're not getting 20 images of depraved captions subliminally insulting and destroying your self worth in 2 seconds time (MKULTRA and the Cia had some interesting techniques of 'programming'.)

Normal hypnosis genre porn is usually fake.

Most amateur porn that isn't clearly homemade between two people is fake (there's 'reality' amateur pornstars ffs, and even friggin 'homemade' professional porn genres that try to look like its homemade normal people doing it.  A lot of the heavier (gangbang or such) 'amateur' stuff is with prostitutes.  Especially the cuckold interracial homemade genres.

Porn is fake.

...with that said.  I'm totally a bit hot and bothered in a good way by the idea of being hypnotized into having sex with someone.  So long as its a girl and a decent person.  I might identify as bisexual, but my preference is pretty straight (puuun)

Masturbation is also a coping mechanism when deep in depression for some.  If any chakras are focused on its Red, and maybe Orange up to Green depending on whats going through your mind, who is the subject or what, the intent.

But not for polarizing, its more a polishing act (no pun but totally still pun intended) on the chakras I think.

I have been and plan to abstain from masturbating which by association means not watching porn. If you know a little about hypnosis it's very easy to tell what is fake and what not. Hypnosis in this way is a form of domination and submission. I found it so attractive because of the dissatisfaction I have in my experience with personal relationships. I've always wanted to fall in love. Porn became a way to release a lack where desire was present.

Porn used to allow myself to ignore what I felt. A loneliness or lack of emotional intimacy isn't cured by masturbating to anything no matter what it is. That's what I believe.

It's almost like we all have an image of what we want to experience. All yellow and orange ray activity seeks green ray activity, unconditional love. I think most want a selfish love. I want my partner to accept for who I am and see me for who I am, but can I give that to my partner. Masturbating intensifies the catalyst.

I've spent time reflecting on this. Sexual desire is one channel for love. The 'how' in love matters. The 'how' is the path.

Just because I fear rejection, I sought out a specific type of relationship supplementary material (ie porn). When you're bleeding the first thought isn't to ask why your bleeding. It's to stop bleeding. In other words this is why I decided not to masturbate.

My perception is different. I was never interested in watching naked people f***. For me it became about power to express your sexuality.