I'm a bigot

[Minyatur]

I also know OIC is selfish, brutal, lethaly efficient, and views 3D beings as empty vessels to operate.

I'd rather say that the OIC views 3D beings as Itself. You are the one attributing a concept of value to higher and lesser consciousness, in truth there is no higher nor lower, you'll always be right at the middle of the infinite evolution. Just like consciousness make up your body, you also have been part of something greater than yourself and still are even now. You can dislike this concept, but that's pretty much the only way (maybe not..) that existence can be, as systems within systems, inter-enabling each others to be.

Ra calls our body a vehicle.  Do you attribute your car as the same as you?  An empty vessel that transports you in various ways?  Some NDE accounts basically do without outright saying so.  Hell, NDE's provided all I needed to know regards how Ra means for one to lose a significant portion of 'mind complex' at death, my personality given by my physical brain's and DNA's design fade as well.

Well every dream has an end and the end enables a different one to take place. Infinity is full of wonders and stories to take part in.

I do 'Die'.  My soul does not.  I as a human, will cease to exist beyond a memory (that will fade at higher densities/octaves) at death.  If my physical body continues on after death, it does so seperate my soul apparently.
I've read enough and been given enough contradictory aid to recognize a farce.

Well yeah, the veiled mind/body/spirit complex experience is an interesting one in itself.

All is One, Many are One, One is All, All is OIC, One is OIC.

We don't have Free Will, OIC does.  We don't change anything, change is its own being occurring apparently.  We as a species are altered by various similar 'distortions' of civilizations apparently (hence the Quarantine) as a form of 'higher' will enacting upon our genes to influence a different form of reexperience.

Well that is because the free will of the OIC is your own free will as the OIC, there's a hierarchy of your own free will and the first distortion which enables existence is that WE desire to know Ourselves, to be. You can regret it halfway, dislike portions of it, but through your own evolution you will eventually wake up to being what wanted to just be something, to be what it was experiencing being just as everything else.

There's "external" influences because the Creator can only act upon Itself, consciousness evolves in it's role as co-Creator in greater ways to take part in higher and higher order. Everything is a perfectly united system in which harvest of experience in turns create newer experience to be explored.

What gets me is how the OIC could have infinitely various other ways, taught us the lessons of love.
But chooses to teach through punishment instead.

Recite what happens to one who ignores catalyst, like me?

I've seen.  Avoidance leads to more catalyst.

My first and only clue to existing in Hell.

Well you can blame the OIC as the root of everything for this, but it seems to me you are blaming your own self before incarnation to have set up your experience as it is.

My experience is programmed very differently than your own. So all you can do is meditate on why you wanted to experience what you experience.

Then a much darker thing is aapparent.  There is no right or wrong.  Torture, rape, murder.  Acceptable.
Infinite tiers of darkness, existent.  Horrors existing in the Eternal Realms, allowable, plausible, probable.  Pure undistorted darkness, yup.

Well the core of everyone's free will is a desire to know ourselves. If there was right and wrong and nothing would be allowed, then we surely wouldn't be able to know ourselves.

Hows that play on Earth?  Don't murder an innocent soul, doesn't mean you won't, there's no actual physical protection, if yer guides fail to steer you away, its on as far as OIC cares.

WHICH AGAIN.  It really doesn't.  It loves, doesn't mean it cares.  Whats there to invest in a grain of sand?  Its the sand itself that's loved, human being is loved.  I doubt human being personalities and individuals are regarded equally as their sum-total.
And even if they are, I don't see it.

Well everything is the Creator, so I guess everything can only be viewed as the Creator by the Creator. The grain of sand is the whole of infinity focusing itself into being just that, a grain of sand.

If anyone wants to know why I am greatly disturbed by much of the 'Love and Light' attitude, its because a candle lit for darkness does more than a fire made for light.

Amen to that

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Every consciousness wants to co-exist, and co-existing does come in many shades. Your experiences, catalysts and feelings are a mirror upon yourself. You have created this whole experience of hell for yourself, now it is up to you to either pierce your veil and remember why it is that you desired this over an easier lifetime with much less catalysts or you know.. just being elsewhere entirely. Or you can simply wait until it ends to still wake up and remember.