Why do you do what you do?

[Minyatur]

Actually I'd describe it as partaking in the great insanity. Some people call this insanity love, because it is out of love for ourselves that we explored insanity.

We did not want to be nothing, nor nowhere, nor nowhen nor alone. And as such did the great insanity began and we've had infinite delusions since then.

What if the 'great insanity' is yer own Beingness?

Y'all reference grandiosity, delusion, and insanity as labels.  As separates.

As qualities of the one same thing.

Yeah my beingness among infinite parallel other beingness of myself is definitely my great insanity. But this insanity will fade and I will wake to being nothing more than a potential to be anything, and the great insanity will continue in the upper level of itself. There has been infinite of them, and there are infinite more, know you not that this ceases not and that it goes on and on my friend. Because we (the OIC) avoid what we are and try to be otherwise and upon returning to our true state, we can only have always the same will to be something once again.

All is One.

Does no one here actually put this to intellectual practice?

You're all things.

How do you perceive it should be put in practice? My way of doing that is to simply be true to my current self as being itself is it's role among other version of itself. The offering of my beingness to many-ness.

Just like some Think a Plenum is abstract, some think nothing or void is abstract.

Its my opinion abstract and 'irrational' are more Rational and Usual than you'd think.  I find many here disservice the LOO intellectual philosophy. (Myself included at times mind all of you).

In the idea of a single spaceless and timeless awareness that makes up every part of infinity as a dream of not being itself, there's hardly anything that could be consider not abstract. Like.. physical bodies... which version of ourselves even thought of that... enjoyable but plain stupid imo.

I wish we could speak of all...not just distortions of all but talk of it all in its full context as all.  That way when someone says A is illusion and B is insanity and C is love and D is Delusion, were we ever talking about a 'different' subject or are we just touching pieces of a infinite puzzle that's invisible to us but very put together and very full?

Is different even possible beyond distortion?

There's no ABCD, there's A which is all qualities you could think of yet in itself none at all at the same time.

*moment of silence to pay respect to Co-Creators being letters on our screens*

Why is it all as is, why do you do as you do?

Is it really about purpose?  I never thought about it.  Purpose or point.  I just found myself here experiencing.
Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?

You know what a point is? A convergence or paths all upona single vertice interconnecting.
You know what a purpose is?  A reason Why.

In an infinity of Why, the reason becomes itself.  Why is the reason as far as I know, to discover the infinite known unknown.

Phi is called an irrational number.

Its more rational than Rational itself.

That why I do anything.  Because of the Why.  It is maybe, my only reason for existing anymore.

To rediscover my Why.

I feel sorrow for the Co-Creator(s).  Its reality is out of its Control, free will is a farce unless you identify as the OIC, otherwise, its closer to having a will and everyone is free to either combine or clash or be indifferent or some nice melding of any and all three towards each other.  Creator has Free Will, we're not the OIC, Even if I personally think we are.

Or maybe I think and question too much.
Everyone is valid (nothing can, or should invalidate your reason why you do what you do.)
I however often wonder why i experience things differently than many even here where the rare/unique converge...And no I'm not implying I'm special.  Just admitting I feel misunderstood often and cannot gauge why or how to explain myself half the time.
Thankfully there's a few here similar to me that I gain much insight from their posts often but I can't return the insight, can't explain my view, my thoughts, my perceptions properly.

And so I apologize for that, as well as for if my questioning and statements were cold in my responses above.
I like questioning my own reasons for being (violently enough that I hardly actually believe in any at all!) So I hope you guys don't mind o:

It's all about whys, why can be ask why?

I don't think anything is out of control, part of what we wanted to explore is simply complex and strange from within it. Infinity is pretty thrilling as a whole, nothing has such a sad fate other than waking up to remembering they've always been alone and nowhere nor norwhen... than free will make it happen again.. and again.. again.