Why do you do what you do?

[The_Tired_Philosopher]

I exist, because I am.

There is no alternative to being. I do not have a choice in the matter, as "nothingness" is a purely abstract concept in an infinite universe.

Either everything must exist, or nothing at all.

It would appear that the former is true.

In an infinite anything, there both is and is no EITHER.  Only All, not just one or the other or both but ALL

Hence, why not both?

I exist, because I am.

There is no alternative to being. I do not have a choice in the matter, as "nothingness" is a purely abstract concept in an infinite universe.

Either everything must exist, or nothing at all.

It would appear that the former is true.

I believe "purpose" itself is the greatest delusion and insanity. I would begin to reckon this concept of "purpose" is the first thing eliminated upon death. Yet the 3rd-dimensional will seek this so-called "purpose" and return again and again to a vessel of restrictive, burning, condensing, scorching meat to grill their soul into patterns once more; An addiction to this drug, this spiritual viagra: "purpose."

The greatest unnecessity, the greatest karma against all is this so-called "purpose" which doesn't even deserve a name if it is to even begin to be reckoned.

What if yer greatest delusion was only your delusion?

Actually I'd describe it as partaking in the great insanity. Some people call this insanity love, because it is out of love for ourselves that we explored insanity.

We did not want to be nothing, nor nowhere, nor nowhen nor alone. And as such did the great insanity began and we've had infinite delusions since then.

What if the 'great insanity' is yer own Beingness?

Y'all reference grandiosity, delusion, and insanity as labels.  As separates.

All is One.

Does no one here actually put this to intellectual practice?

You're all things.

Just like some Think a Plenum is abstract, some think nothing or void is abstract.

Its my opinion abstract and 'irrational' are more Rational and Usual than you'd think.  I find many here disservice the LOO intellectual philosophy. (Myself included at times mind all of you).

I wish we could speak of all...not just distortions of all but talk of it all in its full context as all.  That way when someone says A is illusion and B is insanity and C is love and D is Delusion, were we ever talking about a 'different' subject or are we just touching pieces of a infinite puzzle that's invisible to us but very put together and very full?

Is different even possible beyond distortion?

Why is it all as is, why do you do as you do?

Is it really about purpose?  I never thought about it.  Purpose or point.  I just found myself here experiencing.
Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?  Why?

You know what a point is? A convergence or paths all upona single vertice interconnecting.
You know what a purpose is?  A reason Why.

In an infinity of Why, the reason becomes itself.  Why is the reason as far as I know, to discover the infinite known unknown.

Phi is called an irrational number.

Its more rational than Rational itself.

That why I do anything.  Because of the Why.  It is maybe, my only reason for existing anymore.

To rediscover my Why.

I feel sorrow for the Co-Creator(s).  Its reality is out of its Control, free will is a farce unless you identify as the OIC, otherwise, its closer to having a will and everyone is free to either combine or clash or be indifferent or some nice melding of any and all three towards each other.  Creator has Free Will, we're not the OIC, Even if I personally think we are.

Or maybe I think and question too much.
Everyone is valid (nothing can, or should invalidate your reason why you do what you do.)
I however often wonder why i experience things differently than many even here where the rare/unique converge...And no I'm not implying I'm special.  Just admitting I feel misunderstood often and cannot gauge why or how to explain myself half the time.
Thankfully there's a few here similar to me that I gain much insight from their posts often but I can't return the insight, can't explain my view, my thoughts, my perceptions properly.

And so I apologize for that, as well as for if my questioning and statements were cold in my responses above.
I like questioning my own reasons for being (violently enough that I hardly actually believe in any at all!) So I hope you guys don't mind o: