Why I am not a vegan

[Minyatur]

I think all things are sacred, but still disagree with the state of genocide against 2D.  As a human, with an ego, I try to unify everything as sacred for myself, obviously the ego tilts and skews the game board but hey, its sacred too.

Mankind is a specie that is at war with itself, it would make litttle to no sense for it to treat lesser beings otherwise than it does.

Perhaps for 3D humankind. Though I think every being, once it has individuated, is subject to an innate desire to evolve (in some way). It would be analogous to the instinct of survival in physicality.

But what about consciously evolving and seeking individuals, such as those here at B4? And those who consider themselves wanderers from higher densities? Does it make sense that they would participate in "the war" (taking into consideration awareness and "waking up")?

I guess it can make sense for as many reasons are there are individuals.

Eating meat is not dissonant my true self, although it is not that much consonant either. I will surely come to regret it in my life at some point because of my veil, that and various other habits I have to prevent myself from becoming polarized. But I do believe this will ultimately lead to greater changes within myself and create a greater desire to create within this Creation (create "good" things) My true essence mainly seems to find beauty in everything, as such I have very little to no desire to change the course of things or the ways of this planet. As for meat eating if I am able to see love and light in this experience, that I am able to see it as ultimately perfect and desired by all parties and that I have a very strong faith that all the entities that can be perceived as victims will come to love their own fate and experience as part of their own path and will not wish for it to be any other way, then I have very little reasons to not be eating meat.

I can imagine that a service of simply mirroring would be efficacious here. But I would conjecture that the service of being a mirror for whatever is here by participating in everything or anything would require a lack of, or a strong protection from, empathy and compassion. I realize we are all mirrors and we are mirrored to. But participating in "the war" here with the service of mirroring is what I refer to. 

I don't participate in everything or anything, but I do agree my primary focus is being a mirror. Well.. it mainly wasn't in my conscious awareness until I came to realize that it is pretty much all I've been doing since I've been born in this life. I do believe I've been participating in this "war" in greater ways than I currently am. My heart seems to care and love much more for a kind of entities that most do not love, or.. simply hurt with their love for the ones who do actually love them without a proper understanding of them (like Ra).

I resonate more with discovering, and being, my true self unaffected by this place. In that endeavor, becoming vegetarian, and vegan, have been a part of that. Whether it's because I am an artist with vision, or I am from a higher density, or simply because my heart has opened to more than the species I am part of, not participating in the suffering caused to the planet, the animals, and all life here is something I align with—while at the same time not judging and sinking into despair over that suffering, which is the harder part.

I do love animals but weirdly I've felt more empathy toward trees. A few times I've stopped in the middle of the woods to channel light into a dying tree because I could feel it's sorrow from afar.

Rediscovering yourself is a beautiful thing.