10-15-2015, 04:16 PM
(07-30-2015, 07:18 PM)Kaaron Wrote: It's March 19 2002, which happens to be my 22nd birthday.
I have some marijuana which I haven't had in 3 years.
After attempting to drive home, I get as far as the main road in and out of town, before I have to pull over cos I'm getting honked at from left and right. It could be cos I'm stopped in the middle of an intersection.
When I finally get to safety, I start thinking about life and the deeper meaning of things.
I started staring into the sun. It was uncomfortable at first but eventually, light started racing out of the sun towards me, creating the feeling of a tunnel or portal. The sun seemed to turn black as the light continued to stream through me.
It was as if time stood still.
I had this feeling that I was connected to an infinite love and wisdom.
Every thought or question had an instant answer, not only that, I'd say it was more of a complete concept as a download that I could break down mentally and understand the individual aspects of the whole, whilst simultaneously retaining a wider view so as to not lose a higher perspective.
I feel like it's an unconditional love.
At some point, I close my eyes and feel the other path being offered.
It feels like something/s jumping on the car roof. Trying to distract me from the path I know I need to walk.
It feels like I'm in a volcano and my car is teetering on the edge of a lone pillar, a sheer drop into oblivion around me...it can all stop...if you open your eyes and go back to sleep.
I don't waver. For hours, I go from epiphany to epiphany.
For a few months following this experience, I had a connection...I'm not sure with who, but the fact that I was staring into the sun might suggest Ra.
I'm interested to get some input from like minds who maybe had a similar experience, or not...everyone is welcome, Kia ora.
I don't think that it has to necessarily be Ra, but any entity, including your Higher Self, who had to do with your experience of awakening...
Your experience of the sun reminded me of the Significator of the Spirit in regards to Archetypes, which is the *sun* when people refer to this Archetype not using Ra's naming; and Ra described this Archetype as following:
"The Significator of the Spirit is that living entity which either radiates or absorbs the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator, radiates it to others or absorbs it for the self."
Btw, why the choice of having a name such as Kia O-Ra?