10-13-2015, 01:05 PM
Thanks guys!
Sixteen years ago or so I had lurked for some time on David's Asc2k (the former incarnation of divinecosmos) but couldn't bring myself to post. Though it was just a subscription email list, posting felt akin to speaking in front of people, a terrifying prospect to a confident-absent me.
When I made my first tentative steps out my shell, took a big leap, and posted, it was hard going. I was so nerve-wracked. Fortunately, as happens on Bring4th with new members, I was greeted warmly and with love. And gradually become comfortable with posting.
From then until now it's been an incremental process of becoming more comfortable in my own skin, especially in front of, or in relation to, others.
This project is another small step in that direction. There are still lingering threads of discomfort that are activated when I realize that I've put something of my own making in my own name so out there.
My mom, actually, shared a link on her facebook, announcing proudly that her son is a "published author!" Firstly, a huge exaggeration, though I appreciate the love and support. Secondly, I've been on the fence about kindly asking if she would consider deleting it from her timeline.
It's difficult enough to put this in front of actual Law of One readers, but to imagine someone attempting it without the proper contextual framework for understanding? No where do I describe what channeling is. Or how the Ra Contact worked, or what it means to be stolen away to negative time/space. I shrink in the thought of a person uninitiated in the Law of One reading the piece.
But, I believe it would be well to get over myself, as they say. : )
And hopefully write an actual introduction and full telling somewhere down the line.
Love, GLB
Sixteen years ago or so I had lurked for some time on David's Asc2k (the former incarnation of divinecosmos) but couldn't bring myself to post. Though it was just a subscription email list, posting felt akin to speaking in front of people, a terrifying prospect to a confident-absent me.
When I made my first tentative steps out my shell, took a big leap, and posted, it was hard going. I was so nerve-wracked. Fortunately, as happens on Bring4th with new members, I was greeted warmly and with love. And gradually become comfortable with posting.
From then until now it's been an incremental process of becoming more comfortable in my own skin, especially in front of, or in relation to, others.
This project is another small step in that direction. There are still lingering threads of discomfort that are activated when I realize that I've put something of my own making in my own name so out there.
My mom, actually, shared a link on her facebook, announcing proudly that her son is a "published author!" Firstly, a huge exaggeration, though I appreciate the love and support. Secondly, I've been on the fence about kindly asking if she would consider deleting it from her timeline.
It's difficult enough to put this in front of actual Law of One readers, but to imagine someone attempting it without the proper contextual framework for understanding? No where do I describe what channeling is. Or how the Ra Contact worked, or what it means to be stolen away to negative time/space. I shrink in the thought of a person uninitiated in the Law of One reading the piece.
But, I believe it would be well to get over myself, as they say. : )
And hopefully write an actual introduction and full telling somewhere down the line.
Love, GLB
Explanation by the tongue makes most things clear, but love unexplained is clearer. - Rumi
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