Kia ora

[Kaaron]

I now know why I didn't fully get it back when I first read the Ra Material.
http://www.spiritofra.com/Ra-section%201.htm

I read THIS.

It isn't the material in order but a compilation of quotes placed in categories.
I feel like I would've had a totally different experience if I had've known more.

Now that I've read all of the Ra Material and remembered who I am, I realize the intro to the crucifixion of esmeralda sweetwater is about us.
As I read that intro, I realized why/who I am and remembered things about my childhood that I had forgotten.
I'm still waking up, as in, I don't have full recollective memory of where I came from, but everytime I think of that intro, things flood to me about why I was so emotional and horrified by how people treated each other as a child.
I remember feeling like I wasn't the same and why.

KIA O-RA