[split] "Some people eat animals, some don't."

[Aion]

Okay, it doesn't make more sense from my perspective. I don't think either have any form of contract or agreement to be consumed per se however they are involved in the conditions of the vibration of their density. There are conditions that are involved with incarnation that have been agreed to.

However, I would make the point that as I understand it the entity does not choose consciously the elements of its incarnation but rather lives are organized by guardians whom attempt to situate them so they can make the progression from second to third density.

So, it then seems a little strange to me that such guardians would allow and create so many second density lives under conditions of suffering, plant and animal alike. I realized however that there were density laws that had to be fulfilled. For example, they can't just stop incarnating animals so that no more bodies that experience suffering can be created because there are planetary karmic patterns at play which tie them in to a particular theme or leitmotif, as Ra might say, of experience. In this way, I see the planet as exploring itself.

I really do see what you are saying, it's just that my own experience has informed me differently as to the appropriate position to approach from. I see plants and animals as equal, I see both as having potential and capability for higher being, and I see it that I have to take energy in to this body for it to operate in this density. I don't think anything is automatically designated 'food', I think that is a description of something much more basic.

I do not view my fellow selves as food, the food is the energy. This has been an increasing issue for me lately and it is worrying my girlfriend because I am having a hard time eating. I have no appetites. However when I do crave it is almost always for meats, salts, proteins (I don't feel at all satisfied by just nuts) and a huge wave of guilt because I had somehow built it in to my philosophy that that was fundamentally evil. I am realizing it is functional.

I have a lot of issues with vital energy for the last bit of time as I have seemingly attempted to 'dehumanise' myself to be more accepted in the eyes of apparent compassion. I'm beginning to see however that I've been having an enormous repression within myself because of these rules and expectations I have had for myself that I, and this is absolutely key to my point, do NOT actually believe in in my heart.

I realized that I have been so heavily swayed by others' justifications that I have constantly been trying to suppress what I actually feel is true and natural.

I see your logic, I see your love and compassion, I assure you, I see from your eyes, but I ask, can you see from mine?