Kia ora

[Kaaron]

Thank you for sharing your experience, I do not know if was 'RA' He said the only way to communicate with him is through channeling because He's not in Venus anymore His group soul moved long time ago. I had a similar experience related to the sun. I was 10 or 11 years old and I was playing outside of my house around 11-12, my mother kept asking me why I like to play in the sun and I didn't know how to tell her that the sun was filling my heart with something positive and it felt good. I stopped running around and sat on the ground and I kept feeling it. I started analyzing it and asking myself what is this feeling? I didn't know and I still don't know what It was. It was an amazing experience.

Yes, that sounds similar to my experience. It could've been my higher self. Although it felt like a family member...kinda like someone I knew but had forgotten about.

How long have you known about the Ra Material for?

I came across it a few months after this experience. I was looking for an explanation of what happened to me for years and people either just looked at me like I was an escaped mental patient, or knew it was special but couldn't give me any idea of what or who it was.

I feel like I should offer some background info on myself.

I was raised Jehovah's Witness so had a programmed wall that would come up whenever occult or esoteric thought were suggested. I was taught there is no afterlife and that all contact with non physical beings was demonic these days cos "God" stopped talking to people after Jesus came to show us the way. Only 144,000 get to go to heaven and the rest can only hope, through hard work and service to the "Lord", to live in paradise on earth forever.
So the whole experience was perspective shifting to say the least. I couldn't feel those feelings and call them evil or from an unloving source.

I've never heard nor experienced what You've described regarding "staring at the Sun". I've search a bit in the internet and I've found information about Sun Meditation.

Thankyou third-density-being...that's EXACTLY it. I had a feeling posting here would be of benefit ☺