12/21/2012: David Wilcock, Harvest, Ra, New Age Gurus. What does it all mean?

[Bluebell]

I don't think it's fair or true to give absolutes necessarily, but I think part of choosing to incarnate is accepting and embracing our choice and finding our life path. If we are still lost and searching for our reason for being here, we haven't fulfilled our goals yet. So I'm not saying that a red-ray blockages makes someone less than 51% STO, but I think it points to incarnational work having just begun.

eta: I'm also biased because I'm against the idea of harvest any moment, I want to live until I'm in my 100s.

i'm torn. part of me wants home but another still waking part of me has been seduced by earth. it thinks earth is our new home. it wants to learn 2d, 3d... and i don't know how to feel anymore. i feel like 4D is soon starting and i wanna go back and build a string of 3d lifetimes. it's too late.

Wanting to escape can be 'spiritual bypassing' but it can have personal, symbolic meaning. Like a person experiences catalyst and finding it hard, disillusioned, and wanting something to hope for. Without hope/faith we can get lost, anxious or whatnot. Instead of saying escapist, you can also reframe that into hope. Hoping for a world that matches this inner-ideal, more in alignment with own values, etc.

 i hope so.