12/21/2012: David Wilcock, Harvest, Ra, New Age Gurus. What does it all mean?

[Bluebell]

I don't think it's fair or true to give absolutes necessarily, but I think part of choosing to incarnate is accepting and embracing our choice and finding our life path. If we are still lost and searching for our reason for being here, we haven't fulfilled our goals yet. So I'm not saying that a red-ray blockages makes someone less than 51% STO, but I think it points to incarnational work having just begun.

eta: I'm also biased because I'm against the idea of harvest any moment, I want to live until I'm in my 100s.

i'm torn. part of me wants home but another still waking part of me has been seduced by earth. it thinks earth is our new home. it wants to learn 2d, 3d... and i don't know how to feel anymore. i feel like 4D is soon starting and i wanna go back and build a string of 3d lifetimes. it's too late.