06-15-2015, 02:25 PM
I meditated on myself to try and understand the sensations i had before falling asleep yesterday.
I am in flux. I am the many things i judge and hate. I am no better truly in any way. I am also truly no worse though. I am reconciling subconsciously my heaven and hell experiences. Only its been a rough and tough ride. I am questioning why i deny my own power and think its because of others. When in reality its because of what I think of others. As well as myself.
Habit came to mind. It takes 21 days to form a habit.
If i have the power to control my habits. I have the power to control my ego partly enough to incite manifestation and change.
I am in flux. I am the many things i judge and hate. I am no better truly in any way. I am also truly no worse though. I am reconciling subconsciously my heaven and hell experiences. Only its been a rough and tough ride. I am questioning why i deny my own power and think its because of others. When in reality its because of what I think of others. As well as myself.
Habit came to mind. It takes 21 days to form a habit.
If i have the power to control my habits. I have the power to control my ego partly enough to incite manifestation and change.