06-04-2015, 05:02 AM
And for those who kill their desires like I do it comes down to needing versus wanting in a basic survival priority.
That i cannot live in comfort without being in discomfort the other quarter+ of the time, I'd call that surviving, not living.
I wanted a lot of things, now i don't really want anything but what I've already got and a partner and to be myself as best I can. Yet even i block myself on those things.
So its not about money sometimes when it comes to certain desires. Sometimes its just the way life is on Earth. Money is more important than life in this world.
I hope its changing.
Killing a desire is like destroying your own story while editting it. You think there's no other way, because youd rather do this than alter anything else.
That i cannot live in comfort without being in discomfort the other quarter+ of the time, I'd call that surviving, not living.
I wanted a lot of things, now i don't really want anything but what I've already got and a partner and to be myself as best I can. Yet even i block myself on those things.
So its not about money sometimes when it comes to certain desires. Sometimes its just the way life is on Earth. Money is more important than life in this world.
I hope its changing.
Killing a desire is like destroying your own story while editting it. You think there's no other way, because youd rather do this than alter anything else.
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